Thoughts In My Head

There are so many thoughts going on in my head, most of them are about myself and the people in my life, but also movies, and other things. This is a blog about all the thoughts that were lucky to make it here.
Go ahead and ask me anything, it'd give me something to do :D

Posted 1 year ago
Tumblr is so depressing sometimes…
- Tumblr
- depressed
- depressing
- sometimes
- fuck
I get knocked down

Posted 1 year ago
but i get up again

and the cycle starts over.

Thoughts don’t leave my head, memories can’t vanish no matter how hard I try. I’m alone in this fight and I don’t know how i’m going to win.

Sometimes I feel like my chest and my stomach are going to implode whenever i see pictures of her, her and myself…and her and somebody else.

I hardly smile, I stare off into space thinking what could’ve gone wrong.

I have so many questions and no answers.

What does God want for me or her? Was I a lesson that she needed to learn, or was she a lesson i needed to learn?

She’s got no challenges, and my whole life is a fuhking challenge. I was so happy and now I don’t know how sometimes.

Making movies makes me happy, but i haven’t made a movie since last year. Dancing makes me happy but I hardly have the time to and I’m hardly in the mood. Music? to many love songs…oh holy shit love songs! I can’t listen to them because my heart breaks every time! fuck…Im sick of them just as much as Neyo.

I pray and try to keep cool throughout the day, but there’s always something that-crushes me into depressiveness and hatred.

The odds were never in my favor.
- Hate
- Love
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- happy
- God
- lesson
- sad
- memories