So that last post was pretty fuhking pathetic of me and I bet’cha if she looked at that post, she’d think I was as pathetic as she thinks I am. Dammit… I just really miss having somebody to love and be loved back. I don’t want all this trouble anymore.
There’s a girl who’s really into me, but it’s long distance and so far long distance hasn’t worked out so well for me.
I also try to get with girls close to me, but it’s so fuhking difficult because I’m always working.
When I do get with girls, it’s like a one time thing and that’s it.
This is Abby and I. I think this is the best kissey picture we have…so far.
You guys might now know this, but I fuhking love her. I’d do anything for her. I go crazy without her. Everyday I’m not with her, I turn into this crazy, insecure, clusterfuck of a mess!
The only time I am truly happy and myself: When I’m with her.
Abby, I tell you a lot and I don’t tell you enough: I love you. It’s so true, Abby. I miss you so damn much and I can’t be too long without you. When I’m with you, I couldn’t be any happier. I think about you everyday and I wish I could just turn my head and give you, even just a kiss on the cheek. When I kiss you, I feel like I’m in a perfect place and I open my eyes just to make sure it’s real. I need you so fuhking much that it breaks me down and beats me. I love you, Abby.
for those in a relationship, it’s fuhking difficult. especially the long distant relationships.