Thoughts In My Head
There are so many thoughts going on in my head, most of them are about myself and the people in my life, but also movies, and other things. This is a blog about all the thoughts that were lucky to make it here.
Go ahead and ask me anything, it'd give me something to do :D
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So that last post was pretty fuhking pathetic of me and I bet’cha if she looked at that post, she’d think I was as pathetic as she thinks I am. Dammit… I just really miss having somebody to love and be loved back. I don’t want all this trouble anymore.
There’s a girl who’s really into me, but it’s long distance and so far long distance hasn’t worked out so well for me.
I also try to get with girls close to me, but it’s so fuhking difficult because I’m always working.
When I do get with girls, it’s like a one time thing and that’s it.
…shit
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This is Abby and I. I think this is the best kissey picture we have…so far.
You guys might now know this, but I fuhking love her. I’d do anything for her. I go crazy without her. Everyday I’m not with her, I turn into this crazy, insecure, clusterfuck of a mess!
The only time I am truly happy and myself: When I’m with her.
Abby, I tell you a lot and I don’t tell you enough: I love you. It’s so true, Abby. I miss you so damn much and I can’t be too long without you. When I’m with you, I couldn’t be any happier. I think about you everyday and I wish I could just turn my head and give you, even just a kiss on the cheek. When I kiss you, I feel like I’m in a perfect place and I open my eyes just to make sure it’s real. I need you so fuhking much that it breaks me down and beats me. I love you, Abby.
for those in a relationship, it’s fuhking difficult. especially the long distant relationships.
