Thoughts In My Head

I feel like the more I take notes and take tests and continue my online education, the more I hate it. I hate having to study at a fuhking computer. I hate that I can’t live on a university where I have freedom to meet new people and study whenever I want. I hate my online school. I hate it.

I’ve been in this cage for as long as I can remember. I’ve made friends inside the cage, but I made best friends with those outside of the cage. I’ve fallen in love outside of the cage.

I’m not wanted in the cage, I need to be free. But I’m trapped here. I’ve seen other birds fly so high outside of the cage, and I wish I was among them. I made a mistake by trying to keep one of the free birds with me inside the cage, but it was no good for me.

I don’t want to live unhappily inside this cage of mine. I know that I have to get out. I either need the key or I need to escape.

I don’t sing as much, because I’m not happy as a free bird. 

I’m the bird inside of the cage… but it’s time that I spread out my wings and fly as high as I can and only descend when I want.

I know there are other birds just like me. We were not put here by choice.We can only hope and pray that we get set free and help those still living inside the cages of unfreedom.

I need to spread my wings and start flying, or else I will die trying.