I actually haven’t been as nearly as happy this summer until last night. spending the night with some old and new friends and having a drink with them is probably the best thing I could ask for. even my ex was there and things were totally fine and I spent the night talking to everybody and said hi to all. I danced and joked and played around. It was such a great time. I talked to girls, finally. I love talking to girls. I hope that something like that happens more often because I really did love it. They make me happy
Late nights I wonder
Late nights I ponder
Nothing Gold can stay
is that why we drifted away?
What is to become of me?
now that i am away from thee
2012 isn’t starting off very happy
so far, it’s not my cup of tea
My birthday is coming up, i’m turning 19
but i’m not sure i want anything
what i yearn for most is to be free
i want a freedom i felt when she was with me
I want to walk to wherever i feel
get a sense that the world is real
I want to be tired when I come back home
and sleep with my mind free to roam
i want to be with someone
but not just anyone
in the day, i am always with deep thought
i think and i think, and I think a lot.
I think too much for my own good.
always puts me in a gloomy mood.